After a long contrasting journey I have found peace in the Permaculture Idea. Coming from East Germany seeing how my great grand mother lived her very 18th century lifestyle then seeing the Wall fall down literally in front of my window then living the US for a year in the prairies of South Dakota moving back to a anarchic post wall Berlin entering the postiive worldchanging attitude of the early Berlin club scene community where everyone was doing something active then studying communication design figuring I could design the world somehow then getting into doing Visual Effects for Films learning that the virtual world holds no promise for me finally getting a great piece of land on a sand dune in germany and now trying figure out how to make a living there.